='( Breathe Easy David

And just when life looks like its taking a turn for the better...
It has this funny way of turning round and biting you in the arse.

Breathe Easy David.

Not really sure what to say tbh. I never saw this coming. =(
Just love you lots little mister.
And I'm gonna go cause some mayhem on your behalf.

<3

My friend Nick passed away a little over a month ago. He was an amazing guy, but we all knew how ill he was. He'd been in Papworth for months. It was a period where I was refusing to be admitted for various reasons, and was having to go to clinic once a week. So each week I'd go and wave, or take him a card. He had a lot of cards from me with random pointless messages in. =) I was admitted at the beginning of December, and whilst I was there everything got drastically worse and the doctors said he wouldnt make it til christmas. He fought hard but in the end he passed on the 23rd.

I'm not sure which is worse for those who are left behind, to know its coming, or to just be caught unaware. It hurt to watch Nick slipping away before our eyes, his body giving up, but at least everyone had their chance to say goodbye, and make him feel as loved as possible.
When these things just sneak up on us, there is so much left unsaid.

Lovelove guys xx